i don't know how to say anything anymore.
when i say what i want i won't get it anyway.
i won't get it if i wait, and i won't get it if i ask for it right away.
and then i get told i'm wrong, and i'm never happy.
i'm not never happy, i'm always wrong.
i don't think i can be called spoilt when i don't get anything i want.
people who are spoilt get everything they ask for all the time.
and now it's sunday afternoon. i spent all morning waiting for nothing to happen.
i shouldn't be disappointed because i was expecting this anyway, but i'm crying anyway.
and then later, i will have to say sorry when i feel bad for crying.
i am at the bottom of the list. i don't feel like i am anyone's priority.
i'm not even my own priority.
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